What’s Up – August first, 2016 . . . . .

Too much going on to go into very much detail, but here are a few quick snapshots. In the middle of a bout of depression, I’m fighting by exercise and pharmaceutical interventions. The side effects suck but I’m keeping busy and exercising to get the old body moving and see what happens next. Damn the depression —  full speed ahead.

My life is perfect.  My brain chemicals are the pits, but the new meds allowed me to quit gnawing and clipping my nails for the first time in years. Go figure. Sleep? Huh?

on to the fun stuff….

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  1. I need to re-scan sketches for Modern Steelhead Flies book with Rob Russell. Should have finished this last week, but maybe this week.

Jay Nicholas Michael Gorman SRC Flies

 

2. Michael Gorman donated flies for me to include in a new book that I started last week: Sea-Run Cutthroat flies and flyfishing. His flies pictured above work for summer steelhead too and will be individually featured in this book.

Jay Nicholas puget sound SRC flies

3. Blake Merwin of Gig Harbor Fly Shop donated flies for the book too, Puget Sound beauties, that I will provide photos and recipe for each.

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4. I am waiting on a guest Foreword for my new edition of an Intruder Book: Advanced Intruder Strategies. Greg Senyo is taking time out of his busy schedule to pen the foreword – thanks tons Greg! Almost there man!

5.  Matthew Supinski is writing a foreword for a new edition of Book of Revelation. Again, thanks tons Matt. Soon.  Soon.

6. Expect a Kickstarter campaign in November to fund printing of my 600 + page, 220,000 word Salmon Journal, with over a hundred full color plates, art and flies. OMG this will be amazing. Hard cover. Two volumes. Probably in the 200+ buck range for this set but a collector’s edition that has actually been edited by a professional (not just me) who understands and respects the beauty of the run-on and incomplete sentence.

7. There is more, but suffice to say, I am blessed in many ways by family, cats, friends, and life. Fishing has taken a back seat lately. My trip to the Umpqua was a disaster. Legs too unsteady to wade. Oh well, thus the exercise program and then I’ll try it again in a few months.

8. On the blessings side, an evening and morning with Frank and Jeanne Moore was a long missed joy. I fed the trout in the pond, sat at the table with my dear friends, and talked about family, fishing, and life.

9. It is amazing how much of a struggle it can be to write coherently when I’m in the midst of a depressive bout. Words all muddled, the order of the flow is all jumbled up, and I try and try again to re-organize it all, succeeding a little in four times the duration it should be expected to take. Oh well, the draft of the SRC book is improving and my team of supporters working with Al James has my Salmon Journal to polish with my guidance and support.

10. letters and notes from friends tell me I’m not alone — we all need to remember that we have friends and that we all struggle in our own way, and we all need to do the best we can every day and it will get better if we swim upstream …..

May you all find peace and goodness in little things today, and every day you read this

Jay Nicholas, August 1st, 2016 (anticipating my next fishing trip too)

13 thoughts on “What’s Up – August first, 2016 . . . . .

  1. Thanks for your latest, beautiful work, Jay
    Much respect too for your way of talking about depression.
    The page will blow over in the summer breeze and the depression will have gone with it.
    Because of all you have done for all the rest of us obsessed lovers of fish, you will see a picture of us on the bright, new page. It will look like a rock festival crowd and will give you some idea of how many love you like a brother.
    From New Zealand, “Tight lines!”
    Russell

  2. I think you’ll be very interesting in the Intruders in Mikhail’s book on fishing in the Russian Far East, if you haven’t already been exposed to them. I bet he’d send you a few.

  3. > we all need to do the best we can every day and it will get better if we swim upstream

    Lovely advice, I hope you find yourself in a nice shaded deep run with easy currents soon Jay.

  4. Sorry to hear you are struggling with the Big D (and I don’t mean Deschutes). Prayers and good wishes are sent your way. I hope to see you back on the river soon and I really look forward to that new SRC book.

    1. James: Doing better each week. One week done and 4 more to go to get off the STUPID anti-depressant meds that hurt more then i could have imagined. Best to you – JN

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